Your Rearview Mirror

Blogging - don't know if I'm a good writer or not, but going to not bother about that. Just going to let my emotions flow freely. So here goes: In July 2016 unexpectedly and suddenly without any warning, my darling, my husband of 15 years, my best friend, mentor, love, my Sonu left me alone in this world. Just like that my whole world collapsed right in front of my eyes. Saw him go in front of me without any warning, in 10 minutes - massive heart attack and cardiac arrest - gone in the wind! Cant forget that look we exchanged in those few minutes. I couldn't say - I love you Chao! I love you very much and you are my whole world. Yeah I've said it to him so many times and that gives me some strength that he went from this world knowing that he was loved a lot. I hope he felt like that cause he was  (correction) he is my entire world. Nothing else mattered to us. We lived in our own small world filled with love, happiness, friendship and nothing bothered us. We didn...